Just wanna write - Part 2

God what are you doing to me?
At times, I'm overwhelmed with these emotions again. I can't stop dwelling and thinking about it again..I always asked myself can there be second chances? Is there a possibility again? I don't like to keep hope, and want something that might not happen again..might never happen...in fact the possibility seems so slim... ahh...silly joshy...such a dreamer...

I wish I could be emotionless....but I can't...

well...the only thing to do is to just "Be still, and know that I am God" Psalm 46: 10