My mouth and my heart say different things...

My mouth tells me...josh move on!, and my friends say the same things. Yet my heart says You love her!, and my heart won't let me let her go. I feel miserable, I haven't eaten that well in a few days, and I find myself asking God a lot of questions, why? why?...what are you doing? why won't you hear my prayers? I'm in a big hole...I don't know when I'm getting out...

Good bye! to my Best friend - Ryan who left today for the states for a year...will visit you soon, will miss you...I will pray for you..