How much longer?

God!

How much longer do I have to take this? I suffer because I think about her all the time, and feel much pain. How much longer do I have to go through this, until I can be healed, until I can let go and move on? When will you let me go free, and take this thorn away from me? I love her sooo much. When will everything be healed and washed away from me? When will the anger, bitterness, and love for her be washed away?

But you keep saying..

My grace is sufficient for you, Joshua.

God help me to perservere through this, and hold on to you. Keep looking to the Father. Help me!...Help me!